I am waiting for results of a couple of medical tests. The answer could be not-so-bad, or pretty awful. I'll have the results in a few days.
In the meantime, I am bargaining. I should mention that I am not at all a religious person -- never have been -- and if pressed I'd probably have to say I'm an atheist. But that doesn't stop me from bargaining with some higher power for good news.
Of course, I haven't really figured out what the bargain(s) should be. A bunch of money to charity? Finally getting serious about losing another 20 pounds? Finding religion? I just don't know...
I suspect that whatever the news is, I'll just deal with it. (is there a choice?) But in the meantime I'm something of a jittery, unfocused, insomniac wreck. I'm not so much for prayers, but please think good thoughts on my behalf -- it can't hurt!